Just For Today

It has been a minute since I have decided to share.   Life has become hectic, love has become absent and happiness has become fleeting.  I feel I am back where I started....existing.  Day by day the routine remains the same...never changing....predictable to the point of pain. I had come so far but now I feel I am starting all over again.  Difference this time...I am tired.   Tired of reinventing myself.. my life...my mission.  Age and experience have left me jaded.  My innocence is ebbing away with each passing day.  The future which always seemed bright, now seems cloudy.  I can not see, I can not feel...the direction escapes me.  Today is all I have....my focus.... to get through the day.